my mom just asked us “how do you pronounce the word b-a-e?”
feeling low tonight. I want to be home. I don’t want to be here anymore. I feel like I’m wasting my time. it’s not like I think my life world be much better if I was home but at least I wouldn’t feel so empty. I know I’m here for a reason but I don’t know what that reason is and I’m frustrated. I’m long to find stillness in God’s presence tonight and let the weight of everything I feel disappear. I’m hoping things are better over the next 14 days, but right now it feels like forever from now. I swear the day I step foot onto the plane home will be the best day of my life. I need to sleep and escape this feeling.